.::.Breathe and Think.::.

Salam 'alaik..

After such a long disappearance(eceeeh), I am feeling like speaking of someone whom I believe very important, even sometime we might forgot or accidentally ignored that someone importance.I'm sure you can guess easily who is it.

First of all alhamdulillah,because I'm still be given the chance to be or feeling his love and cares in this world.To be honest, I once felt that he's a cool and almost feeling-less person.Maybe because most matters like schooling during that time was settled by my mom(as I can see it myself without knowing the backstage) and I'm the opposite gender.Until I finished my PMR and get the result, this idea totally change(but i think the 'cool' still there..;p) and it keep stronger as i grow up.

I never know how he feels for any of my achievement until that night(the night after taking my result) when he gave his speech(kebetulan ada majlis farewell for him) and expressed his feeling about me in front of all.and that was really(i really mean it)my first time I saw his inner feeling through his face and tears that he hid.Then I realise that all this while,he's sensitive but he's just not showing it.

As I grew older,I realize that I can see the care he shows more than before especially when my sister got married and I think i can guess what he felt during that time.Then comes few articles that discuss about him indirectly and stroke my heart like don't-know-what-to-say except "Allah!".They make me wanting to understand more about him.

Yes,all above is about someone called father whom we always see his role with one eye only(read:pandang sebelah mata).Someone who try very hard to ensure all our needs are fulfilled.It doesn't mean he ignore us just because he doesn't want to help us getting what we want,but he just want us to be independent so we can survive if anything happen.It doesn't mean he didn't think of us just because he never call or ask how we doing,but he always ask our mother to do it for him(and it's really true!).It doesn't mean he's feeling-less just because he didn't hug you or cry happily when you excel in anything,but deep inside his heart only Allah knows how proud he is.It doesn't mean he's not sad when letting his daughter to the hand of a man, just because we couldn't detect his expression,but we didn't know the list of advices he has given to his son-in-law.

Maybe we couldn't understand hundred percent how a father feel but at least we can try to understand him.For Mars out there,maybe some day you will be in the place of a father, but for me I wouldn't feel how a father would feel.But whatever differences we have,it teaches us more on how to tolerate and understand.

Salam alaik

Kalau dulu masa zaman kanak-kanak(mungkin)

Kadangkala bila dikenang semula,apa sebenarnya sebab kita berpuasa?Perintah Allah yang disertakan ganjaran pahala, atau duit semata-mata?Mungkin taktik di atas merupakan antara cara untuk menarik minat kanak-kanak untuk berjinak dengan ibadah puasa,tapi jangan pula sampai terbawa hingga dewasa..Percayalah,ganjaran pahala yang dijanjikan oleh Allah untuk setiap ibadah yang dilakukan termasuk menyediakan makanan sahur dan berbuka adalah lebih lumayan berbanding ganjaran harta yang tidak seberapa...Walaupun tidak terlihat dengan mata kasar,tapi cukup menguntungkan di "dunia" sebenar..Salam Ramadhan!!!(^_^)

Money-oriented or Special reward-oriented...You choose

Salam 'alaik..

Long time no see huh?:)..Well, the IIUM Interschool Debating Championship is coming again and this year it will be from 15th to 20th July in IIUM Gombak.This is a great event as it open the opportunities for secondary students to show their talents in debate either in English or Malay.Debate is not all about arguing with each other and making chaos, but it is actually training us how to think critically,organize and speak accordingly,be firm with the stand you have and many more.

For me, the best thing about debate is when you can give out your points and answer point of information(P.O.I) from your opponent well.And interesting part in this championship(atleast for me...heheh) is you'll be running while discussing with your teammates or maybe busy searching for definition related to motion(title for debate) from the dictionary.These phenomena will definitely happen as the motion will only be released before the debate session and the time given for preparation is very limited.You will only have less than one hour starting from the time you're released from the gathering hall to the respective venue to brain storm about the motion.Can you imagine how challenging is that?

To be involved in this "world" seriously(joining championship etc.),it requires both your passion and commitment..if you don't have any or both,i guess it will be hard..but truly,the experience involving in it is quite interesting..

Finally,all the best to all teams from my previous school (especially English..wink2~~) who are facing all the challenges in this event for this year..May what you undergo for this one week be very valuable and meaningful..and to my teammates during our time,may our memories remain and strengthen our ukhuwah..:)

Salam 'alaik

1..........
Majlis Tilawah al-Qur'an peringkat Kebangsaan sekali lagi diadakan dan tahun ini negeri Sarawak menjadi tuan rumah yang menjadi saksi para qari' dan qari'ah mengalunkan ayat-ayat suci Al-Qur'an.malam ni dah pun masuk hari kedua.Kalau tengok,boleh la belajar cara bacaan ataupun tajwid secara tak langsung..chance dapat pahala pun ada jugak..;)

.::.Tadi pun sebenarnya terbukak Tv1 bila Ra'ees main remote control.Dia yang tukar channel..hohohoho..apa lah maksu ni kan sampai tak teringat pun....uhuhuhu.::.

Dan 2...............

Tahun lepas saya berpeluang menghadiri Majlis Tilawah Kebangsaan yang diadakan di Sabah.Dan tidak saya sangka,saya terjumpa kembali senior saya semasa saya di SMKAJB dahulu yang merupakan salah seorang peserta.

Tetapi sesuatu telah menyentak jiwa apabila saya terbaca satu comment di Facebook.Senior yang saya jumpa awal bulan 7 tahun lepas itu rupanya telah meninggal dunia pada bulan 11 tahun yang sama,dan saya baru tahu semalam!!

Tiada apa yang dapat dikata melainkan telah sampai baginya masa yang telah ditentukan Allah.Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un...Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan dihindari daripada azab kubur dan juga api neraka.Dan kita,pasti akan menyusul satu hari nanti.

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