.::.Breathe and Think.::.

Salam 'alaik..

It has been weeks since we last met...hopefully all of you are in the pink of health since most of us are in the mid sem and quizzes mode.Do take good care of yourself especially during this nice-to-sleep weather..

Speaking of quiz,last week was The 3rd National Pharmacy Quiz 2011.As stated in the title,it was the 3rd and the last national quiz organised by IPhA(IIUM Pharmacy Student's Society) before handling it over to new host for the 4th one,AIMST.Alhamdulillah as I was able to join this year event after excluding myself last year.To be honest, I really enjoyed being part of the committees and I'll miss the moment we've been working together days and nights.

I didn't mean to be buyers, but I belief there will be some if not all people agree with me if I say that this event was kind of GREAT(don't know what's the correct word is).Starting from the gimmicks that made people laugh and enjoyed themselves, multimedia presentation that causes the possibilities for flies to enter mouth, the dikir barat performance which was really fascinating(my friend said the lecturer from Brunei eagerly took pictures of them) and many more.The improvement of the quiz format do satisfying and I think it should be maintained.And another great thing is we received participation not only from local universities but also from Indonesia!!!

Not to forget the most important GREAT thing which is, our team finally grabbed back the champion title for this quiz after missing it last year!!!!Million of congratulations I would say and I'm really proud of them...Seems like our "Piala Tariq" could stay longer here before travelling to Kedah..:)

It's a nature for every program to have many kinds of difficulties,facing many kinds of people with many kinds of working habit.All these teaches us something about the world and how we could learn many new things from great people.But the most important thing is we could learn and realize the importance of creating a happy and enjoying working environment, so that we could still be relax even when obstacles come to hit us.

Being a human doesn't leave us from making any mistake.Maybe we had try our best to make things as perfect as we had planned.However, sometime or maybe most of the time it doesn't happen like what we want.Being in this condition doesn't open the door for us to blame other people for what had happened.I remembered one of my friend which is also the committee said "Walau apa pun,jgn rasa yang kita tak bersalah".Simple but full with meaning.Full stop.

Salam 'alaik..

After such a long disappearance(eceeeh), I am feeling like speaking of someone whom I believe very important, even sometime we might forgot or accidentally ignored that someone importance.I'm sure you can guess easily who is it.

First of all alhamdulillah,because I'm still be given the chance to be or feeling his love and cares in this world.To be honest, I once felt that he's a cool and almost feeling-less person.Maybe because most matters like schooling during that time was settled by my mom(as I can see it myself without knowing the backstage) and I'm the opposite gender.Until I finished my PMR and get the result, this idea totally change(but i think the 'cool' still there..;p) and it keep stronger as i grow up.

I never know how he feels for any of my achievement until that night(the night after taking my result) when he gave his speech(kebetulan ada majlis farewell for him) and expressed his feeling about me in front of all.and that was really(i really mean it)my first time I saw his inner feeling through his face and tears that he hid.Then I realise that all this while,he's sensitive but he's just not showing it.

As I grew older,I realize that I can see the care he shows more than before especially when my sister got married and I think i can guess what he felt during that time.Then comes few articles that discuss about him indirectly and stroke my heart like don't-know-what-to-say except "Allah!".They make me wanting to understand more about him.

Yes,all above is about someone called father whom we always see his role with one eye only(read:pandang sebelah mata).Someone who try very hard to ensure all our needs are fulfilled.It doesn't mean he ignore us just because he doesn't want to help us getting what we want,but he just want us to be independent so we can survive if anything happen.It doesn't mean he didn't think of us just because he never call or ask how we doing,but he always ask our mother to do it for him(and it's really true!).It doesn't mean he's feeling-less just because he didn't hug you or cry happily when you excel in anything,but deep inside his heart only Allah knows how proud he is.It doesn't mean he's not sad when letting his daughter to the hand of a man, just because we couldn't detect his expression,but we didn't know the list of advices he has given to his son-in-law.

Maybe we couldn't understand hundred percent how a father feel but at least we can try to understand him.For Mars out there,maybe some day you will be in the place of a father, but for me I wouldn't feel how a father would feel.But whatever differences we have,it teaches us more on how to tolerate and understand.

       

Salam alaik

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